Michael Ruddell (pr_toman) wrote,
Michael Ruddell

my head hurts

i had to reteach myself to code css and html. I helped erin with a myspace layout. I reread all my journal entries and it really depressed me. I was at the point where I wanted to delete this whole fucking thing. I got to read where I was really happy in my life and then where it went to shit.I wish I could go back in time and change some of the things I did. BLAH BLAH BLAH. I am happy where my life is now,but fuck I could have done a lot of different things and been happyier. I just gotta take it one day at a time. I didnt really do much this pass. I almost tracked down becky. Of course she is seeing someone right now. IT is really good to talk to Erin again. It is so amazing how love for someone doesnt go away. The number one true regret in my life is fucking that relationship up. I am always waiting for some magical faery to come out of the sky and grant me one wish... THAT wont happen,but yeah. well my head does hurt and I have to be back at 6:30 and it is 4:50.. hmmm wonder where my mom is..
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